Love isnt a bliss

Freely I Love, Freely I tenderly care,

Will not weigh the value of time spent,

No future for this lovable butterfly, 

It only sways its hurt wings harsh.

Freely to despair and deserted half-way through

without love and nailed to fate,

a fate,so knowingly planned by life's love;

Wonder if there's a place for the hurt, to be

soothed,to be caressed by the hurtful loved one.

 A willing hurt planned for the future of the one who

 loves you the most, in worse and better,

 Coz' of fear of unknown reality of the present, 

 or fear of losing or disrupting of a planned wishful future; 

 that would be built on the tears and pain of a wounded heart.

12th of July'2010

6:45 P.M.

People stink - in conversation with GOD !!??

People stink - in conversation with GOD !:

What's there in life leaving few shares of bread,
N few guys desperate to hit the bed
Ocean of booze n mountains of weed to cut loose

Why are kids poisoned instead of milk
Why is women ablazed in her silk
Brother killing his brother
Friends betraying each other
Mother's do not wanna feed their baby
Why the sanity of maternity has gone lazy?!

4 year old running in a chemical industry,
An year older being bruized in a mortuary,
Where were you God , when they were looking for you
Why don't u feed them till they say no?!
But even u don't know where you wanna go

Slaughtering mercilessly in the name of religion,
Believing blindly in the false illusion,
Is it a lazer that's glowing at the temple
Or burning up an innocent human dimple?!

There's a torpedo staring at a million lives
Why don't u stop their cries n yells

When we asked for smiles, you gave tears in our eyes
When we asked for truth, you showered your lies
When it was time for fun, you filled our hands with a gun

You call us your children But the truth is you want us to run,
Run away from the truth,
The truth of being a human who feels the pain

All we want is to meals a day
Li'll love to kiss the hatred away
And an axe for all the insane to slay

Holding tears inside the eyes,
Mute expressions, but dreamz of owning skies
Flames of faith and streaks of hope will bring us outta dope

God, Are you there ?
Are you listening ??

If you're the one who's playing this game?
If you're affinity is only for the rich n fame

Then no...you are not there
        YoU are not there !! 

gettng outta of da sand!!

When would I stop Loving you..!!?!!

When tears never fall, and birds never fly.
Winter never ends, and children never cry.
When the nights are not dark, and the days are not light.
When forever does finally end, and the eyes have no sight.
When ears cannot hear, and the grass never grows.
When silence is too loud, and the genius never knows.
When strength doesn't strengthen, and flowers never bloom.
When hearts can't be broken, and eternity is too soon.
When the wind never blows, and the rain is never wet.
When thunder can't be heard, and the sun refuses to set.
When angels don't protect, and a fact is not true.
When life can't be lived, and the sky is not blue.
When the truth is a lie, and the fake becomes so real.
The clock shows no time, and wounds never heal.
When enjoyment isn't fun, and bells cannot ring.
When a race cannot be won, and a singer cannot sing.
When pain does not hurt, and enemies never fight.
When rainbows have no color, and something wrong seems so right.
When all these things finally happen, when they finally come true.
That's when I, without a doubt, will stop loving you. 

So never ask me again not to love you..!!..!!

__On 04th July' 12:50 A.M._

Does it hurts?..!!

Shadows moving in the dark,

I lean against the fallen bark.

Trying to hide my burning pain,

While trying not to go insane.

Blood dripping from my blistered hands,

Scars are made in swollen bands.

Sweat trickles down my flaming face,

As I hide in this forbidden space.

Thoughts of you invade my world,

Screaming regrets at you are hurled.

With one slip, the lights go dim,

My life again is turned to him.

The silent stillness screams at me,

What was it that he didn't see?

Did my love just not shine through?

Was it not true enough for you?

My searing pain is just too real,

I can't even begin to heal.

I wanted everything from this,

But you ripped away my happy bliss.

You don't feel the horrid sting,

That your decisions seemed to bring.

I hate this hell he's put me through,

But this I'm sure he knows is true.

My useless body's going numb,

In the stillness, I begin to hum.

I pull my strength from deep within,

Put yourself into my skin.

The knife cuts deep,

Welcoming my endless sleep.

Adonis Appeal

Adonis Appeal

Parting the bliss and reality,

with a gist to excel and embrace around merrily,

Clear as a crystal, deep as an ocean 
are those wandering twirled eyes,

to attract, to be known, to be desired,

to be cherished and to be lasted.

With an aura of magic smile, smooth and soft persona

That snatches you away from reality of togetherness to last,

It isn’t the beauty, the charm or 

the reflection of sensuality that longs for,

It is just a desire, or a desire to be known,

to be cared and to linger on each thirst to be known.

It isn’t the everlasting happiness or the joy

or sharing of bliss that is desired.

It is just a passion that built-in
that never compromises,

that mind never listens.

And when the mind loses to the desire and reflects the reality,

All this is left is you, and you remain.

The one that has loved you beyond that charisma and

beyond the mind, would wait, 

wait at the other end of the mirror.

The reflection and clarity so clear and sadly unreachable,

It is twisted between reality of mind 
and bliss of a beautiful dream.

For it lies in your appeal to decide,

to crack the mirror or entrap the reflection.

Togetherness

Togetherness

Each inch of me hungers for you,

Nothing in me exudes luster until 
you feel me,

It longs for your touch,

My skin crawls for your love in your touch,

It lusts for your tongue,

My skin dwells for sweet nectar of your kisses,

May our love open the doors of togetherness forever and ever,

To be with you with my body, mind and soul
is the desire of my breathe.

Hepsi__April'22nd-2010, 12:32 a.m. 

. . . Nothing is more criminal
than love,
it steals hours from
the day,
dreams from my head,
the sun
from the sky,

perhaps it shone today,

I don't recall,
I distilled all your words
and made my own climate.

~Isobel Thrilling~

Love me fully now,
When I love you!
While I am yours
crave me, long for me,
reach out your open hands
while I will run to you.
For tomorrow will be late
and beyond repair.

~Blaga Dimitrova~

 

Don't Quit

Don't Quit

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won if he'd stuck it out.
Don't give up, though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup,
And he learned too late, when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are -
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit -
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

Author Unknown

Motivation

Motivation

The only way to know success is to know yourself,

we all have differences and our differences make us significant;

the rainbow’s beauty is known for its diverse colours,

The mind is a citadel of intelligence,

if we can meditate on what is good,

work towards our goals,

we will get what we want,

If we have passion for our dreams,

and reach out for them,reality becomes a dream

Excuses are symptoms of failure and

the only way to know success is know yourself.

Everywhere I Go

Everywhere I Go

I have not heard your voice
In what seems to be a million years
But it's still here in my mind
Whispering in my ear

I've not been in your arms
Or felt your skin against my own
But I still feel your breath on my cheek
As if you were never gone

I miss you more than I can tell
Using every word I know
But I still wear a smile for you
Everywhere I go

 

"The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. It is only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles. wood rots. people, well, they die. But things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend - they can go on and on" ~Chuck Palahnuik~

Don’t want to turn back Time

Yesterday you were not a dream that I had
Tomorrow you came true
Today you want me to find a way
Tomorrow to undo

Such a love I knew we would be
What a great love we were
Today I have to find a way to change it all
And make tomorrow not occur

If I could go back into my yesterday
And not find my way to you
Then tomorrow would not be at all
And I would not love you

Yesterday I Love you

Today I Love You

Tomorrow I Love You

Time and Time I Love You

                                       HePsI ___ April'08th,2010__11:35 p.m.

My daddy's always with me

This was sent in an email brought tears in my eyes

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
Her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
And she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
That she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
If she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
She knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
Of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
For her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
She tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
Eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees.
A dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall
For everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently
Anxious in their seats

One by one the teacher called
A student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
And the seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
Every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
For a man who wasn't there.

'Where's her daddy gone?'
She heard a boy call out.
'She probably doesn't have one,'
Another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard a daddy say,
'Looks like another deadbeat dad,
Too busy to waste his day.'

The words did not offend her,
As she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher,
Who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
Came words incredibly unique.

'My Daddy couldn't be here,
Because he lives so far away.
I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
And how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
He taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
And taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
And ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone.

'My daddy's always with me,
Even though we are apart
I know because he told me,

He'll forever be in my heart'


With that, her little hand reached up,
And lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
Beneath her favorite dress.

And from the crowd of dads,
Her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
Who was wise beyond her years.

For she stood up for the love
Of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
Doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
Staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
But its message clear and loud.

'I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
But heaven's just too far.

You see he is a British soldier
And died just this past year
When a roadside bomb hit his convoy
And taught Britainâ€s to fear.


But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away.'
And then she closed her eyes,
And saw him there that day.

To her mothers amazement,
She witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
All starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
They saw him at her side.

'I know you're with me Daddy,'
To the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
Of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
For each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
Was a fragrant long-stemmed rose.

And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,
By the love of her shining star.
And given the gift of believing,
That heaven is never too far.

by - Author Unknown

Truant tears of soulful bliss

Tears of mine are so harsh and smooth,

they never seem to stop,

Tried so hard to make them stop,

but they never seem to stop,

They take me to the past and leave me in the present,

They only know to rewind with no time to carry on,

They are with me when in solace, and never seem to leave me even in the crowded street,

Don’t know what they need and what ponders them to me,

Cannot break their walls to throw them away from me,

Cannot build them up to give them safety within me,

I was thinking it is cos` of the pain you blurt in me, 

But even when I’m happy about you, 

they seem to kick out of me.

Am I being fooled or Am I fooling my tears,

I seem to wonder at times,

they hear my heart and understand its rhythm, 

its tryst and truant of our love,

the convulsion of my spirit and mind,

its language and touch they know so well, the perception of pain with drench of humor from my soul’s eyes, 

they walk through me,towards time beneath holding me tight,

Breaks the shackle of my love so true to be dried far away,

At a place only my tears know, so I conclude

They love me a lot, its vaccum is the echo my heart hears,

They’ll never stop.

  Hepsi___March03rd,2010____2:05 a.m

http://authspot.com/poetry/truant-tears-of-soulful-bliss/

What is Love….?!?!

When I see the vibrant colors of sunrise waking up life,

I feel love.

When I see green blushed trees, fragrance colored flowers,

I feel love.

When I see the ever-shining stars and phases of moonlit,

I feel love.

When I see the changing seasons filling joy and sadness,

I feel love.

When I see the blue, beautiful blue of skies and oceans,

I feel love.

When I see birds flying aimlessly free,

I feel love.

When I see the animals running wild with fear and fierce,

I feel love.

When I see the pleasant sunset soothing us to rest,

I feel love.

When I see the content hope in an expecting mother,

I feel love.

When I see the elated tears of a father holding his just born child,

I feel love.

When I see the constant confusion and sharing struggle of a couple,

I feel love.

When I see the faith of children believing they can do anything,

I feel love.

When I see the cheerful fights of siblings,

I feel love.

When I see the gushing laughter of friends,

I feel love.

When I see the innocent joy in the eyes of first love,

I feel love.

When I see the tearful happiness of sacrificed love,

I feel love.

When I see the sweat of one’s hard work to fulfill dreams,

I feel love.

When I see the broken dreams being altered constantly with conviction,

I feel love.

When I see the hopeful moving ahead inspite of pain and sorrow,

I feel love.

When I see the pride of soldiers leaving their loved ones,

I feel love.

When I see the brave marching to save as their path of life,

I feel love.

When I see the separation of hearts knowing they may or may not return,

I feel love.

When I see the musings of mystic music around me,

I feel love.

When I see the ageless expectation of the aged to embrace life lived,

I feel love.

When I see protection and care of the almighty unseen,

I feel love.

Hepsi___Feb'27th,2010__03:45 p.m.

http://authspot.com/poetry/what-is-love-124/

Love is the only constant alive feeling in the universe that binds life together and no language, no religion, no faith, no war, no blood, no tears, no shame, no color, no creed, no skin, no gender, no age, no time can wither away LOVE

Enjoying writing..!!

I never knew the joy of online writing. I limited my writing to myself and my good old diary that is locked in my study cupboard. Although created blogs and spaces in almost most of the websites and wrote once in a while,yet i was skeptical of my writings. At times wrote,rewrote and deleted the blogs altogether. But, now I promised myself not to hold back and withdraw myself as now i am enjoying my writing and reading others. I kind of stopped taking myself seriously and I'd let go of myself because of my regular studies, career and jobs that create an identity for yourself, and yes pays you on time. Sometimes we just need to enjoy ourselves and do things that we love to do and I stopped just that. I had fixed a time now in my daily routine just to write, have a cup of coffee or tea and just write,whatever.
After joining Triond, I got my locked up poetry published and it took me by surprise when people liked my poems, the motivation given has made me feel the joy of writing. I guess sometimes we do not know the joy we receive in doing things that we actually love. Or, may be we do not know that we enjoy doing that so much until we do it. I am happy to have known this atleast now. I am not gonna delete my blog this time for sure.

http://www.triond.com/users/Hepsi.M - this will remain.